Struggling...

I think this is the best time we people realize that this world
wasn't meant to be lived in alone. Christmas is just behiind
the corner so I guess we really have to make a difference. We
should first start from within our very own selves. Lets make this
world a better place to live with. Let's forget 'bout fightin', feudin',
lootin', hatin' everybody aight?!

[ Aquarius ]
Wolfgang

This is the dawning
of the age of every man
it's time for all of us
to do the best we can
The world won't get no better,
if we don't help her
So now's the time to show
that someone gives a damn
so move
There's no time for complaining
When it's time for radiating

This is the time for our children
to really grow
like seeds in the field
that have been sown
Something won't grow right
unless it's nurtured young
So get your kids
and sprinkle love on them
And love
It's no time for complaining
This is the time for radiating

Now it's the dawning
of the age of the lonely man
It's time for us to give
that guy a helping hand
The world wasn't meant
to be lived in alone
So let's get him a partner
that won't forget to show

Ther's no time for complaining
We're better radiating
Because all is one... and one is all
The answer to questions
Unanswered are inside us....

posted by: Dizzy (",) 9:47 AM


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[ Faceless Man ]
Creed

I spent a day by the river
It was quiet and the wind stood still
I spent some time with nature
To remind me of all that's real
It's funny how silence speaks sometimes when you're alone
And remember that you feel

Again I stand against the Faceless Man
Now I saw a face on the water
It looked humble but willing to fight
I saw the will of a warrior
His yoke is easy and His burden is light
He looked me right in the eyes
Direct and concise to remind me
To always do what's right

Again I stand against the Faceless Man
'Cause if the face inside can't see the light
I know I'll have to walk alone
And if I walk alone to the other side
I know I might not make it home
Again I stand against the Faceless Man

Next time I see this face
I'll say I choose to live for always
So won't you come inside And never go away

posted by: Dizzy (",) 3:55 PM


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December 10, 2001

Now here's somethin' from Led Zeppelin, I heard this song from
Fred Durst and Wes S. of Puddle of Mudd also with Jimmy Page.
They performed this in the Europe music award thing.... I like the
way Fred and Wes breakdown with it, cool enough!

[ Thank you ]
Led Zeppelin

If the sun refused to shine,
I would still be loving you.
When mountains crumble to the sea,
There will still be you and me.

Kind woman, I give you my all,
Kind woman, nothing more.
Little drops of rain whisper of the pain,
Tears of loves lost in the days gone by.
My love is strong, with you there is no wrong,
Together we shall go until we die.
My, my, my, An inspiration is what you are to me,
Inspiration, look see.
And so today, my world it smiles,
Your hand in mine, we walk the miles,
Thanks to you it will be done,
For you to me are the only one.
Happiness, no more be sad,
Happiness....I'm glad.

posted by: Dizzy (",) 10:00 PM


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December 09, 2001

This is a song Fred Durst dedicated to the world trade victims.
The song was so emotional and it did move me... I think Fred
is tryin' to make things better for all humanity, so unusual for a
redneck like him. He's also a part of the project of the All-stars
with regards to the aids victim. They made a song entitled "What'sGoin' On"... a lot of artists were featured in this
song and I guess that's song would explain what I'm tryna say 'bout Fred.

[ Wish You Were Here ]
Fred Durst/Wes Borland

So
So you think you can tell
Heaven from hell
Blue skies from pain
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail
A smile from a veil
Do you think you can tell?

So
Do you think we can change
Everybody that hates
Before it's too late
So proud to be free
But who can we blame?
Dont be ashamed
Do you think we can change?

How I wish
How I wish You were here
We're one lost soul
Swimming in a fish bowl
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground,
What have we found?
The same old fears
Wish you were here

We dont need
Need any more pain
We just need to remain
On the very same page
So much to gain
No more losing a friend
We're losing ourselves
We just need to help
So glad you're here.

So glad You're here...

posted by: Dizzy (",) 12:39 PM


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December 05, 2001

[ Epiphany ]
Staind

Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear

'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles
'Cause my words get in my way
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away
'Cause i can't take anymore of this
I wanna come apart
And dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart

I am nothing more than
A little boy inside
That cries out for attention
Yet I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing isn't feel

posted by: Dizzy (",) 6:02 PM


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[Southern Cross ]
Stills & Nash

Got out of town on a boat goin' to southern islands
Sailing a reach before a followin' sea
She was makin' for the trades on the outside,
And the downhill run to Papeete Bay

Off the wind on this heading lie the Marquesas
We got eighty feet of the waterline, nicely making way
In a noisy bar in Avalon I tried to call you
But on a midnight watch I realized why twice you ran away

Think about how many times I have fallen
Spirits are using me, larger voices callin'
What heaven brought you and me cannot be forgotten
I have been around the world lookin' for that woman, girl
Who knows love can endure and you know it will, and you know it will

When you see the Southern Cross for the first time
You understand now why you came this way
'Cause the truth you might be runnin' from is so small
But it's as big as the promise, the promise of a coming day

So I'm sailing for tomorrow, my dreams are a dyin'
And my love is an anchor tied to you, tied with a silver chain
I have my ship and all her flags are a flyin'
She is all that I have left and music is her name

So we cheated and we lied and we tested
And we never failed to fail, it was the easiest thing to do
You will survive being bested
But somebody fine will come along make me forget about loving you
In the Southern Cross

posted by: Dizzy (",) 5:54 PM


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December 01, 2001

[ My December ]
Linkin Park

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

posted by: Dizzy (",) 1:47 PM


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November 27, 2001

[ Trying ]
Lifehouse

could you let down your hair
be transparent for awhile
just a little while
to see if you're human after all

honesty is a hard attribute to find
when we all want to seem like we've got it all figured out
well let me be the first to say that I don't have a clue
I don't have all the answers ain't gonna pretend like I do

just trying to find my way
trying to find my way
the best that I know how

well I haven't memorized all of the cute things to say
but I'm working on it maybe I'll master this art form someday
if I quote all the lines off the top of my head
will you believe that I'll fully understand all these things I've read

well, I haven't got it all figured out quite yet but
even if it takes my whole life to get to where I need to be
and if I should fall to the bottom of the end
I'll be one step back to you and

posted by: Dizzy (",) 5:20 PM


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November 26, 2001

[ Beauty and Madness ]
Fra Lippo Lippi

Over there, just beneath the moon
There's a man with a burden to keep
Sleep will fall washouts rags 'n' paperbags
Home and life passing by

Who will see the beauty in your life
And who will be there to hear you when you call
Who will see the madness in your life
And who will be there to catch you if you fall

Dreams run wild, as lovers find their way
Through the night, not a burden to keep
And over there, the twinkling of the night
Harbor lights say goodnight one more time

posted by: Dizzy (",) 7:29 PM


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November 20, 2001

[ I Miss You ]
Incubus

To see you
when I wake up is a gift
I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same
as I do is a three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me that I can't explain
So would I be out of line if I said,
I miss you
I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow
next to mine
You have only been gone ten days,
but already I'm wastin away
I know I'll see you again whether far or soon
But I need you to know that I care and I miss you

posted by: Dizzy (",) 6:48 PM


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[ Points Of Authority ]
Linkin Park

Forfeit the game
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
And puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won't last

You love the way I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if I give in
My life, my pride is broken

You like to think you're never wrong
(You live what you’ve learned)
You have to act like you're someone
(You live what you’ve learned)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You live what you’ve learned)
You want to share what you've been through
(You live what you’ve learned)

You love the things I say I'll do
The way I'll hurt myself again just to get back at you
You take away when I give in
My life, my pride is broken

posted by: Dizzy (",) 6:44 PM


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November 14, 2001

[ One More Day ]
Diamond Rio

Last night I had a crazy dream
a wish was granted just for me
it could be for anything
I didn't ask for money
or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished for one more day with you!

One more day, one more time
one more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
but then again, I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still for one more day with you
one more day...........

First thing I'd do is pray for time to crawl
I'd unplug the telephone and keep the t.v off
I'd hold you every second
say a million I love you's
that's what I'd do with one more day with you

posted by: Dizzy (",) 5:51 PM


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[ Promise Me You'll Try ]
Jennifer Lopez

I Know It's On Your Heart
That A Love Like Ours Shall Never Fall Apart
You're So Afraid Of The Rain
So I'll Take Your Hand
And I'll Love You In The Best Way That I Can
And I Only Expect The Same

Don't Promise Me Forever
Don't Promise Me The Sun And Sky
Don't Predend To Know You'll Never Make Me Cry
Just Hold Me Now
And Promise Me You'll Try

Though I'm Sure Of What I Feel
Never Though A Love So True That Felt So Unreal
And I'm A Little Afraid Myself
But If You Love Me Day By Day
With All Honest Heart And A Little Faith
Baby Time Will Tell The Tale

posted by: Dizzy (",) 5:46 PM


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November 06, 2001

[ Speak of your beauty ]

Let the moon be my magistrate
Let its beauty shine upon you
Let its pale blue light embrace you
Let the whole world see
How beautiful you are
For tonight the moon will speak of your beauty

Let the stars forever crown you
For you deserve to be the queen
Let them speak my love for you
Let the whole world see
How resplendent you are
For tonight they will speak of your beauty

Let the sun be my breath
Let its rays whisper my love to you
Let its warmth cradle you
Let the whole world see
How radiant you are
For tomorrow the world will speak of your beauty

For tonight I will not speak
For tonight I will not breathe
For tonight my love will speak for itself

posted by: Dizzy (",) 2:58 PM


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[Oh, grow up coxcomb! ]

"dude..." just want y'all to know that I'm not a dude.
I'm not one of those who dress in a flashy or extremely
fastidious manner. Ya I know that's not what you mean
everytime you call me that way. You're just off to flaunt
again, so that when them girls hear you, you would sound
cool. Isn't it?! Like, come on man, keep it real! Act naturally!
Be yourself. Don't try impressing those girls with all those
lustrous words what so ever. Dude, dandy, city slicker, fop
and all that bit??! Give me a break! Like, It really don't
concerns me for you actin' like that, but call me dude never
again, aight?! coz it really annoys me. Sayin' dude and then
talkin' bout cartoon stuffs, huh! Cool? Grow up, coxcomb!

posted by: Dizzy (",) 2:55 PM


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October 29, 2001

[ What's there to brag about?! ]

Now what's there to brag about?! Don't come up
to me sayin' you smoked weed or something.
You're just trying too hard to be cool. I'ma tell
you somethin', to be cool don't tell. Don't tell
everybody that you do smoke weed coz that aint cool
enough. Don't come around me just to say all those
stuff coz I don't give an f. If you would like
to be cool enough well "drink your beer" if you
don't know that means well it simply means shut up!
Coz I'm not here just to deal with all of your sh*ts.
flauntin' is a sign of your insecurities, put that
in your head coz if y'all gonna come up to me again
sayin' those things well I might as well give you
the beauty of my middle finger, be-atch!!!

posted by: Dizzy (",) 4:51 PM


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[ Life Goes On ]
Tupac Amaru Shakur

How many brothas fell victim to tha streetz
Rest in peace young nigga, there's a Heaven for a 'G'
be a lie, If I told ya that I never thought of death
my niggas, we tha last ones left
but life goes on.....

As I bail through tha empty halls
breath stinkin'
in my draws
ring, ring, ring
quiet y'all
incoming call
plus this my homie from high school
he's getting bye
It's time to bury another brotha nobody cry
life as a baller
alchol and booty calls
we usta do them as adolecents
do you recall?
raised as G's
loc'ed out and blazed the weed
get on tha roof
let's get smoked out
and blaze with me
2 in tha morning
and we still high assed out
screamin' 'thug till I die'
before I passed out
but now that your gone
i'm in tha zone
thinkin'
'I don't wanna die all alone'
but now ya gone
and all I got left are stinkin' memories
I love them niggas to death
i'm drinkin' Hennessy
while tryin' ta make it last
I drank a 5th for that ass
when you passed....
cause life goes on

Yeah nigga
I got tha word as hell
ya blew trial and tha judge gave you
25 with an L
time to prepare to do fed time
won't see parole
imagine life as a convict
that's getten' old
plus with tha drama
we're lookin out for your babies mama
taken risks, while keepin' cheap tricks from gettin on her...
life in tha hood...
is all good for nobody
remember gamin' on dumb hoties at chill parties
Me and you
No true a two
while scheming on hits
and gettin tricks
that maybe we can slide into
but now you burried
rest nigga
cause I ain't worried
eyes bluried
sayin' goodbye at the cemetary
tho' memories fade
I got your name tated on my arm
so we both ball till' my dying days
before I say goodbye
Kato, we're meant to rest in peace
Thug till I die

Verse Three:

Bury me smilin'
with G's in my pocket
have a party at my funeral
let every rapper rock it
let tha hoes that I usta know
from way before
kiss me from my head to my toe
give me a paper and a pen
so I can write about my life of sin
a couple bottles of Gin
incase I don't get in
tell all my people i'm a Ridah
nobody cries when we die
we outlaws
let me ride
until I get free
I live my life in tha fast lane
got police chasen me
to my niggas from old blocks
from old crews
niggas that guided me through
back in tha old school
pour out some liquor
have a toast for tha homies
see we both gotta die
but ya chose to go before me
and brothas miss ya while your gone
you left your nigga on his own
how long we mourn
life goes on...

Life goes on homie
gone on, cause they passed away
Niggas doin' life
Niggas doin' 50 and 60 years and shit
I feel ya nigga, trust me
I feel ya
You know what I mean
last year
we poured out liquor for ya
this year nigga, life goes on
we're gonna clock now
get money
evade bitches
evade tricks
give players plenty space
and basicaly just represent for you baby
next time you see your niggas
your gonna be on top nigga
their gonna be like,
'Goddamn, them niggas came up'
that's right baby
life goes on....
and we up out this bitch
hey Kato, Mental
y'all niggas make sure it's popin' when we get up there
don't front.

posted by: Dizzy (",) 10:54 AM


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October 25, 2001

[ Moondust ]

Sitting under the moon dust
As the smoke hangs around me
Another cig falls to the ground
Why can't I find a way?
A way to see through myself
I've been searching for answers
But not a single one comes near
Feeling the emptiness again
I'm still here with nothing

Rain clouds within my eyes
I can't see my way
Inside another hope dies
Will I ever see another day?
Another day with you?

Crying under the moon dust
As the smoke clears
Another will has been found
I will find a way
A way to see through myself
I will find some answers
To get through you
Find some strength to love again

Inside another hope is rising
Seeing through myself
Kissing off the pain

posted by: Dizzy (",) 2:13 PM


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October 22, 2001

[ In A Rush ]
Blackstreet

It came over me in a rush
when I realized that i love you so much
that sometimes i cry
but I cant tell you why
why I feel what i feel inside

how I try to express
whats been troublin' my mind
but still I cant find the words
but I know that somethings got a hold of me


baby someday ill find a way to say
just what you mean to me
but if that day never comes along
and you dont hear this song
i guess you'll never know

it came over me in a rush
when I realized that i love you so much
that sometimes i cry
but I cant tell you why
why I feel what i feel in
feel what I feel inside

and when i say inside I mean deep
you fill my soul
and thats something I cant explain
its over me

posted by: Dizzy (",) 4:32 PM


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October 19, 2001

[ Marie ]

its been almost 3 years and i'm still on her. right now, i really cant
imagine seeing myself with someone else. i miss her. she was the only
girl that really showed me how is it to be loved. she was my first love.
if there's only i can do just to win her back but i think that will never
happen coz she told me so. i know we talked 'bout being good friends
but still i cant get over her. why cant i just forget bout her. i guess
i really cant coz forgettin' is not the answer but accepting. i still
cant accept the fact that i've lost her. i know i have to move on, but
that's what i'm trying to do right now! "soon as the sun comes at midnight"
maybe that's how soon i'll be over her. i really dont know, all i know
is that i do miss her! and i'm still waiting for the day that i would get
the chance hold her close again.... Ma, i know i told you
before that i will never bother you and i'm still do tryin' right now.
though in my heart i will never stop missing and loving you.

posted by: Dizzy (",) 4:09 PM


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[ Soon ]
LeAnn Rimes

Soon Baby
I will cry my last tear
Soon yeah
I will be over you
Soon darlin'
All these tears wont be here

You know that I will be over you Soon
One night baby you wont be in my dreams
One night yeah
Ill finally make it through one night darlin'
I wont call out your name
I wont be in this place
Soon I will be over you

Soon as the mountains turn into rivers
Soon as the sea turns into sand
Soon as the sun comes up at midnight
That's how Soon

Soon all the hurt will end
until then ill just pretend
Soon it will be over
Soon Yeah
I Keep telling myself I'll be over you
Someday Soon

posted by: Dizzy (",) 2:26 PM


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[ Losin' the Love ]
Joy Enriquez

Not a day goes by without something
Reminding me of you
The truth is that I miss you
It gets so hard not being with you
There are times when I go crazy
In the twilight of the night
How I long to be your man again
There's pain that I hold
That will not let me go

I cried myself to sleep last night
When I woke up
There were tear stains on my pillow
It hurts so much to sacrifice what i gave up
Without you in my life
I will always feel lonely
Losing the love
From someone like you

posted by: Dizzy (",) 2:22 PM


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October 10, 2001

[ Think God Can Explain ]
Splender



There's a lot of things I don't understand
And there's a lot of things
I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you
To look me in the eyes

It's all right, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away

The scent of vaseline
In the summertime
The feel of an icecube
Melting overtime
The world seems bigger than both of us
Yet it seems so small
When I begin to cry

I'm so much better than you guessed
I'm so much bigger than you guessed
I'm so much brighter than you guessed

posted by: Dizzy (",) 4:59 PM


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October 08, 2001

[ Bad Day ]
Fuel

Had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
She left a note and said "I'm sorry, I had a bad day again.
Spilled her coffee, broke her shoelace.
Smeared the lipstick on her face.
Slammed the door and said "I'm sorry, I had a bad day again."

And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me up and puts me on

And had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
She left a note it said, "I'm sorry, I had a bad day again."

posted by: Dizzy (",) 4:42 PM


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October 04, 2001

[ Be Like That ]
3 Doors Down

He spends his nights in California, watching
The stars on the big screen
Then he lies awake and he wonders, why
Can’t that be me
Cause in his life he is filled with all these good intentions
He’s left a lot of things he’d rather not
Mention right now
But just before he says goodnight, he looks
Up with a little smile at me and he says

If I could be like that, I would
Give anything
Just to live one day, in those shoes
If I could be like that, what would I do,
What would I do

Now and dreams we run

She spends her days up in the north park,
Watching the people as they pass
And all she wants is just a little piece of
This dream, is that too much to ask
With a safe home, and a warm bed, on a
quiet little street
All she wants is just that something to
Hold onto, that’s all she needs

Yeah!!
I’m falling into this, in dreams
We run away
Falling in
I feel I am falling in, to this again

posted by: Dizzy (",) 5:01 PM


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October 03, 2001

[ How You Remind Me ]
Nickelback


Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
Tired of living like a blind man
I'm sick and silent without sense of feeling
and this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am


It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
this time I'm mistaken
for handing you a heart worth breaking
and I've been wrong
I've been down
into the bottom of every bottle
these smart words in my head
scream are we having fun yet

yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no
yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

Its not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
it must hace been so bad
cuz little women must have damn near killed you
This is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
This is who you remind me
This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am

posted by: Dizzy (",) 7:18 PM


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[ Here's To The Night ]
Eve 6


So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name on the line along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well


All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

posted by: Dizzy (",) 7:16 PM


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