Struggling...

[ ten years... ]

Read on..

The waiter was cleaning up the plates of salad on
our table and replacing them with dishes of the main
course when she walked in. I looked twice, just to
make sure it was her; after all, it's been ten years.
It was. There she was, my ex. Just like that, she walks
back in to my life, and now, suddenly, my brain is
flushed by memories of her, and us, and how much I loved her.
Of course, ten years could do so much, and she looked a
little different now. She had grown her hair long. Back then, she
often talked about how she wanted to grow her hair long,
and how beautiful she'll be then. She was right. She looked
like a goddess as her long black hair further accentuated
her flawless mestiza complexion. Her face hasn't changed much,
her lips were still as red as I remember them, although that's
probably helped by the lipstick she now wore. She had very
light make-up on, which would give you the impression that she put
it on just for the sake of putting it on. She definitely did
not need it. She was wearing a blue dress. A smile appeared on
my lips when I remembered how much I enjoyed shopping with her.
It might seem odd to guys out there, who find shopping with their
girlfriends boring, but I really enjoyed shopping with her. My
favorite part was seeing her in all those dresses, and looking
at how great she looked, and then telling myself how lucky I am
because she'd be wearing those dresses when we go out on a date.
But she was the only girl I really enjoyed shopping with, I became
like all the other guys with the other girls. I was bored to death,
and I no longer did that with any other girl. She was in the company
of another girl and a guy, who had permed hair and wore make-up. I
guess it's safe to assume that the guy was gay, I mean, the David
Bowie look isn't exactly hot right now. I really didn't care much
for either of the two, because my attention was pretty much focused
on her. I couldn't help but notice her smile, which was still
beautiful but definitely different. It was the smile of a confident
woman, only flashes of which I saw back when we were still together,
when the smile of a self-conscious but sweet, giggly girl was the
smile she wore on her face. Her eyes were still the same, though.
They were big and brown and they'd grow bigger when she gets excited.
Her eyes were beautiful, the prettiest one I'd seen, and there's just
that tinge of melancholy in them, which seemed to tell you that she
could burst into tears any moment. She could look at me with those
eyes, and I would just melt. I was the one who walked away.
I could barely remember the reason now, but it was probably something
that seemed so big and important then during that time, but would
seem so silly and trivial now looking back. The only thing I could
remember about that night was that there were no stars in the skies.
I don't recall the look on her face then, probably because I never
looked, probably because I was too scared to look. Oh, and it was
cold that night. It was very cold. It probably rained, and I probably
got wet, but I'm not quite sure. To tell you the truth, I never
really got over her. Up until now, I still keep that locket she gave
me then, one that had a picture of her when she was only thirteen years
old. She told me she put that particular picture in the locket because she
looked so sweet and beautiful when she was younger. Of course, I thought
this was ridiculous, because I thought she was the most beautiful girl
to me at that time. And the sweetest, too. I remember, during my OJT
the summer before my senior year in college, I'd make sure that I was
alone during coffee breaks. I'd make sure that absolutely no one is
around me. Then, when I was sure enough, I'd take out the locket and stare
at it dumbly. I'd see that sweet young girl, and I'd get excited because
I know I'd see her soon, and then everything else in the world wouldn't matter.
I still keep that locket in a locked drawer in my house. And yes, during rare
moments, when I am absolutely sure no one is around me, I'd take out the
locket and stare at it dumbly. I guess that was the reason why I never came back
to school after graduation, not even for a visit. There were just
too many memories, too many places we went to, too many people we know,
too many times when I sat there and held her hand, too many moments when I
looked into her eyes and talked about forever. There was a time soon after when
I hated myself for loving her so much. I had a hard time sleeping every night, but pride
of course prevented me from asking her back. The thing about it was, nobody
knew. Everyone thought I was strong, and each time I went out, I was out
there with a smile. There were too many things to do, too many parties, too
much schoolwork, too many girls to keep me busy, and I kept myself busy. I
was determined not to think about her anymore, but it was very difficult.
But I did it. After a long time, I just became numb. Sure I wasn't
thinking about her every second, but the moment I stopped that, I was sure
a part of me died. Finally, dinner was over and dessert was being served.
I gather all my courage to walk over to her table and say "Hi."
"Hi. Oh my God, Paulo, Paulo Coronado. I haven't seen you since..."
"Yeah." We haven't really seen each other since that night I walked away.
"So how have you been? It's been so long..." We exchanged some more pleasantries.
It felt great seeing her, again looking into her eyes after all these years. I
would have held her hand, I would have stayed there forever, but I knew I had
to go back to my table where my wife and two children were waiting.

posted by: Dizzy (",) 8:39 AM


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[ retreat ]

whew, I'm back! been a long time since a posted one.its bcoz nothin's really been happening to me. just like the old days.well, anyways.. i just got back from a retreat in Caleruega, Batangas. the place was so cool, and cozy... you can see mountains everywhere andeven hear the wind blowing. really cool. well, learned a lot from that retreat. we did a couple of action songs, sounds corny but if was fun. i loved the song "I can", "i can live, i can love.... blah". one thing i'll never forget was when we were tryin' to look for the bottles of gin that they bought but they werent able to get it inside coz of the guard. it was about 9pm, and we did made a hole on the gate. i was the smallest in the group so it was me who had to past through the gate. just when i did, my heart was really beating that fast, it was pounding. but i have to find them gins. but i wasnt coz it wasnt there anymore its bcoz the guard did. he
knew that we were trying to split some liquors inside. the word "expulsion" was in my mind that time, coz if we got caught we will be expelled. good thing we werent... lucky me...well, back in the usual thing for me. i'm back in this crowded world with new nspirations to keep me goin'.

quote:
"ouch! that hurts", "that doesnt matter its in the past..."
"someday, somehow we will get what we always wanted, it may
not be the exact thing but it is what we deserve"

posted by: Dizzy (",) 4:10 PM


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June 19, 2002

[ Because Of You ]
Keith Martin

Spoken:
Look, why don't you play that song you played for me yesterday?
Oh ok yeah, that song because of you, cool
This is a song called because of you...written because of you...here we go

...oh yah, oh yah...
If ever you wondered if you touched my soul yes you do
Since I met you I'm not the same
You bring life to everything I do
Just the way you say hello
With one touch I can't let go
Never thought I'd fall in love with you...

Because of you, my life has changed, thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you

Sometimes I get lonely and all I gotta do is think of you
You captured something inside of me
You make all of my dreams come true
It's not enough that you love me for me
You reached inside and touched me eternally
I love you best explains how I feel for you...

The magic in your eyes
True love I can't deny
When you hold me I just lose control
I want you to know that I'm never letting go
You mean so much to me I want the world to see,
It's because of you

posted by: Dizzy (",) 4:38 PM


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June 04, 2002

[ Girlfriend ]
Julia Fordham

Don't tell me to stop crying please just hold me while I do
Soothe me with your silence and just cradle me to you
Don't push me for my reasons or expect me to explain
How can I in five minutes shift a lifetime's hidden pain?

Don't tell your girlfriend about me 'cos your girlfriend
won't like girls like me
Don't tell your girlfriend about me
If you just hold me, hold me, hold me....

I went to see a psychic and I paid for good advice
He said "Forget a romance 'til you've sorted out your life.
Be your own mother and your father and your sister and brother,
And even try to crack the art of being your own lover...

In my darkest hour you'd be mine, these wildest dreams
are no crime, or are they? Girlfriend
Coming from a place of need, not one of abundance,
You see he told me. Girlfriend

Don't tell me to stop crying, please just hold me while I do
Soothe me with your silence and just cradle me to you
Don't push me for my reasons or expect me to explain
How come I say I'm happy to be on my own again...?

Don't tell your girlfriend about me 'cos your girlfriend
won't like girls like me
Don't tell your girlfriend about me 'cos your girlfriend
won't like girls like me
You don't have to tell your girlfriend about me
If you just hold me, hold me, hold

posted by: Dizzy (",) 9:26 AM


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[ If I Was The One ]
Luther Vandross
I see the way he treats you
I feel the tears you cry
And it makes me sad and it makes me mad
There's nothin' I can do, baby
Cuz your lover is my best friend
And I guess that's where the story ends
So I've gotta try to keep it inside
You'll never be, never be mine

But if I was the one who was loving you, baby
The only tears you'd cry would be tears of joy
And if I was by your side
You'd never know one lonely night

If it was my arms you were running to
I'd give you love in these arms of mine
If I was the one in your life

If I could have just one wish
I'd wish that you were mine
I would hold you near, kiss away those tears
I'd be so good to you, baby
You're the one I want next to me
But I guess that's just not meant to be
He's there in your life, he's sharing your nights
I'll never be, never be, never be right

I want to reach out and feel you beside me, beside me
Right here, right now, right beside me baby, baby
And take you in my arms right now
And scream I love you right out loud
And then someday I'll pray I'll find
I'll find the strength to turn to you and say

If I was the one, if I was the one, the one
If I was the one in your life

posted by: Dizzy (",) 9:19 AM


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[ I'd Rather ]
Luther Vandross

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone(alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo.....who holds my heart

posted by: Dizzy (",) 9:11 AM


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[ "wait for me..." ]

these past few weeks, been feeling something
I can't expalin... look I thought I was over
her but I guess I was wrong. when I was in laguna
I called her up just to say something, I told
her to "wait for me", I knew she didn't really get
that coz she doesn't what I'm actually talkin' bout.
that time she and her bf broke up so I thought that
it would be my lucky break... that's why I told her
to wait for coz I was like gonna ask her back in my
life. during my stay in laguna, I was like thinking
of how am I gonna do that, I mean its not that easy
and I dont know if would be able to do that. to make
the story short, I haven't and I wasn't able to...
now they have reconcilled again... so I guess I have
to... stop dreaming bout her. tomorrow we're set to meet
finally, I dont know havent confirmed that yet, but I hope.
it kinda scares me coz I know after that I would be bugging
her for the 2nd one and she really cant do that for me.
I really wish I could spend a whole day with her and I
swear I would just stare at her.... well enough of that
fantasy, back to the real world. I guess were not also meant
for each other. I still remember the way she answered me when
I asked her if they're back again, the way she said "yes"
sounded so sincere and the way I see it, she has no regrets
even though she was crying that time. I'm still hoping for
that last dance with her, i wanna dance the rest of my life
with her.... why? its because! :)

posted by: Dizzy (",) 9:07 AM


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May 23, 2002

[ Love Lives!!! ]

Something to ponder upon about L O V E,
For all you people who say "I love you" when you have
no clue what
love is
exactly!!! Something to ponder upon.....
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is
your voice caught
within
your chest??
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I
right??
-It isn't love, it's LUST.
Are you proud, and eager to show them off??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.
Do you want them because you know they're there??
-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.
Are you there because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it'S LOYALTY.
Are you there because they kissed you, or held your
hand??
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.
Do you stay for their confessions of love, because
you don't want to hurt them??
-It isn't love, it's PITY.
Do you belong to them because their sight makes your
heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
Do you pardon their faults because you care about them??
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.
Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of??
-It isn't love, it's a LIE.
Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake??
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.
Does your heart ache and break when they're sad??
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong??
-Then it's LOVE.
Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your
soul so deeply it hurts??
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix
of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there??
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you accept their faults because they're a part of
who they are??
-Then it's LOVE.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with them
faithfully without regret??
-Then it's LOVE.
Would you give them your heart, your life, your
death??
-Then it's LOVE.
Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do
we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This
pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self? Why? The
answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such
an addictive thing that even people who are
not having it wish to experience it and share it with
others as well.

posted by: Dizzy (",) 8:12 AM


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April 26, 2002

[.....]
Kirsten Dunst

Let me sleep
for when I sleep
I dream that you are here
Your mine
and all my fears are left behind
I float
on air
the nightingale sings gentle lullabyes
so let me close my eyes
and sleep
for chance to dream
so I can see the face I long to touch
to kiss
But only dreams can bring me this
so let
the moon
shine softly on the boy I long to see
and maybe when he dreams
he'll dream of me

Up high beneath the clouds
I'd whisper to the evening star
they tell me love is just a dream away
::dream away dream away dream away::
I'll dream away

So let the moon
shine softly on the boy I long to see
and maybe when he dreams
he'll dream of me

posted by: Dizzy (",) 5:12 PM


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[summer eh?]

life can be as dead as boring... since summer started
all I do is to clown around, I mean I'm not making the
most out of it. I wake up every morning doin' the same
thing. I'm bored with these summer thing. that's the reason
why I haven't posted somethin' here since the last time I did
I wish there's something I can do to make it all worthwhile
for me, but I'm stuck in the house with those chores...
the sky is burnin' lead and its freaking hot out there, what
the hell I'ma suppose to do?! but to give credit, I've been
to bicol just when summer started. stayed there for almost
5 days, and it was fun being in the backseat for 10 f**ing
hours and the next thing is being on the topload with 38
degree Celsius, being thrown off shore by a current, surfin'
the waves with the full moon, playin' patintero on the beach
bout 10 pm, cruising Mayon volcano, summer eh?

posted by: Dizzy (",) 4:41 PM


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here's something I wrote, really have no idea
for whom this is.. I just have the thought of
having someone beside me whenever I sit back
and stare at the sky, and I make sure that I
do this everytime I wana be at peace, not sayin
a word... imagining that someday someone would
sit beside me everytime I'd stare at the sky

[ Deepest of my silence ]

In every silence I make
there's a thousand words underneath
words that are left unexplained
yet always been understood
I really can't find the words
to describe how I truly feel
In the deepest of my silence
with my heart, lies what is real
my feelings for you
you would only know
if you listen not to every word I say
but to every silence I make...
the most wonderful things here on earth
are the one left unsaid
and the most beautiful song
would only be heard by the heart
not every man can conceive it
but every heart can...
so close your eyes
feel my heartbeat and listen....

posted by: Dizzy (",) 4:40 PM


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April 10, 2002

I also wrote this... still have no idea for whom this is..
just love making poems. all worthwhile.... :)

[ that's not a lie ]

A cold breeze is gently passing by
as the darkness covers the sky
the moon is on its throne
and stars are not on their own
silence has kept me company
while I've been thinking what's with me
could it be I'm falling?
falling in love with you?
everytime I see you smile
my heart starts to jump
now that's not a lie
and dont ask me why
its seems like that warm feeling
is embracing me
through the coldest night
so sweet and so tight
you have the face of an angel
and I wonder, could you be one?
An Angel so young and so fair
'bout my feelings, I wonder if you'd care
In fairy tales, now I believe
coz now my lady is here
for eternity, I would live
to love you and forever I would
this words I tell you
"I love you"
and that's not a lie
please dont ask me why
just give me the chance
to show you its true
coz I really do... love you!

posted by: Dizzy (",) 6:49 PM


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March 23, 2002

Cess, this was the first thing that came to my head. still remember this song?!
you're the one who wrote the lyrics of the song for me....

[Still Waiting ]
K-Ci & Jojo

I'm telling you something
Girl you should listen
I'm making an offer
But it's your decision
The Choice is yours
It's all up to you
So don't be a fool
You know who to choose girl
Every time I see you walking by
With the other guys
I just wonder why
Can't that be I
Kissin your lips
And rubbing your thighs
Waking up every morning
By your side
Tell me why

I'm still waiting for you
To come feel ecstasy
On my knees
Check my stees
Let me knock it with ease
I'm still waitin for the day
When I can fill his space
When I can take his place
You can fill my face all around you, girl
Uh, Huh

I'm dreaming about you
Scheming to catch you

Been meaning to tell you
I'm feeling to smell you
It's nothing that you said
It's nothing you did
It's just the way you are
Girl you flip my lid
Every time I see you walking by
With the other guys
I just wonder why
Can't that be I
Kissin your lips
And rubbing your thighs
Waking up every morning
By your side
Tell me why

posted by: Dizzy (",) 12:33 AM


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[ sleepless night ]

another sleepless night... its almost 12 midnight,
and I really cant sleep. thoughts are running through
my head again. I just spent the rest of the day with
some of my friends (Ferby, Ryan & the rest), its so
happened that I saw Cess and we were able to talk
but it was quick coz she has to leave for the practice
thing. Cess was my crush way back when I was still in
3rd yr high. She was the second girl who dumped me
but just a year after she told me that she almost did
love me, but b'coz of religion conflict she chose not
to tell me her true feelings. Cess and J are almost
the same, with regards to their personality i think.
i dont know... the way they speak, laugh, I mean all that.
one thing I love bout Cess is that I really could talk
to her bout my true feelings, and she really is open
to me too. I remember when i gave her a stuff toy, i was
like kidding her what name would she give to that toy..
and she answered very softly, "Shane.." it took me couple
of mins. just to get it why such name... Sharon and Dane...
She was also the one who started calling me "Dane" coz before
i used to use Dan. I really find it sweet when she's calling
me that name. To be honest I still feel something special
for her. I'm posting this to my blog coz I really wana keep
the memories, the time I spent with her. Cess, just wana thank
you for everything.. its enough for me to know that you did
love me though you didnt tell it to me...

posted by: Dizzy (",) 12:30 AM


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March 11, 2002

[ where? ]

"where do broken hearts go?" just wondering bout
the song... like i do believe that mine's broken...
they told me to follow my heart and damn it! still
haven't learned my lessons i guess... well i guess
its better that way. i mean all i really wanted is
to be with someone and i wont find that unless i find
the courage to say it out loud.... just wish i really
could find the girl who would love me as me...


[ Where Do Broken Hearts Go ]
Whitney Houston
I know it's been some time
But there's something on my mind
You see I haven't been the same
Since that cold November day
We said we needed space
But all we found was an empty place
And the only things I learned
Is that I need you desperately
So here I am and can you please tell me

Where do broken hearts go
Can they find their way home
Back to the open arms
Of a love that's waiting there
and if somebody loves you
Won't they always love you
I look in your eyes
and I know that you still care for me

I've been around enough to know
That dreams don't turn to gold
And that there is no easy way
No you just can't run away
And what we had was so much more
Than we ever had before
And no matter how I try
You're always on my mind
So here I am and can you please tell me

And now that I am here with you
I'll never let you go
I look into your eyes
and now I know, now I know

For me, you still care for me

posted by: Dizzy (",) 5:53 PM


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March 01, 2002

[ Blurry]
Puddle Of Mudd

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

This pain you give to me
you take it all
you take it all away...
explain again to me
you take it all away
explain again to me
take it all away
explain again

posted by: Dizzy (",) 4:47 PM


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February 12, 2002

:)

posted by: Dizzy (",) 12:39 PM


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February 03, 2002

[ I'm Learning ]

I never meant to hurt you baby
I didn't wanna cause you any pain
But you never knew how I felt now honey
And you know you didn't even know why
So I wanna put my heart in it's place
And I wanna be the person that you fell in love with
I've been told there'll be another
But I guess never like the other
So I'll shed my tears and I'll face my fears
I've been told there'll be another
A cry for help will sound the same now baby
And I know that people just don't change
But I guess you can't hope
And wish they will
So I wanna put my heart in its place
And I wanna be the person that you fell in love with
So I wanna scream and tell myself it'll be okay
And in a final verse I'll tell you what I wanna say
So I guess I'm still learning..

posted by: Dizzy (",) 12:51 PM


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January 27, 2002

.....:)

posted by: Dizzy (",) 3:18 PM


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[ Have you ever ]
S Club 7

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

posted by: Dizzy (",) 1:20 PM


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January 10, 2002

Wasting My Time
Default
Well I don't want to see you waiting
I've already gone too far away
I still can't keep the day from ending
No more messed up reasons for me to stay

Well this is not for real
Afraid to feel
I just hit the floor
Don't ask for more
I'm wasting my time
I'm wasting my time
You can't stop the feeling
And there's no reason
Let's make the call
And take it all again
Woah again

Months went by with us pretending
When did our light turn from green to red
I took a chance and left you standing
Lost the will to do this once again

See you waiting
Lonesome, lonely
See you waiting
I see you waiting

posted by: Dizzy (",) 4:19 PM


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[ Family Affair ]

now, me back in this biz... been a long time since the
last time I posted sumthin' here! My holiday was quite
great, I spent Christmas and New Year with my entire family.
I was like kinda busy doin' this and that. Last Dec. 23 '01,
it was my sister's wedding day! So the night before we spent
the night in a hotel. The wedding was great got a li'l bit of
teary eyes... after the wedding, we went straight to Luisiana,
Laguna. There we spent our Christmas. It was fun coz all my
cousins were with us. We had this sort of a parlor games there,
I won the Paper dance thing. After that we went back to Manila
on Dec. 27. The next day, we went to Megamall, we spent the
whole day there just buying some stuffs. Then on the 29th, we
went to The palce called Manila zoo, the last time I've been
there was like when I was in the preparatory Level. So I did
enjoy it. The main reason that we went there was because of my
cousin who grew up In the states, he wanted to see some animals
and all that bit. On that same day, we went straight To our family
reunion, 'bout this reunion I really don't know the real story
behind it. It was like our first time to see one another. I met
some of my cousins there and had some fun with them. and on
the night before New year's eve, we went to Bulacan to spent
New years eve with some of my cousins there. Wew, that was
long. I really want to elaborate on every details but I guess it
would take me some Hell of a time. One thing I can say is
that it was one of the best things that happened to me. I really
have fun being with my whole family. Now, that was the spirit of
Christmas...

posted by: Dizzy (",) 4:11 PM


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