Struggling...

struggling to get on with life...
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"if I can only love you in my dream, then let me be asleep forever...
"Love stands on weakness", "only weak people fall, they fall in love" - the profound truth of life
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"sometimes, when it's over... it's over!"

December 20, 2001

[ spending Christmas with someone ]

well, Christmas is just 'round the corner and i can almost feel it.
seein' all the great stuffs on the streets, like it's so nice to see
all the lights hangin' everywhere. i was just wonderin' how it
would feel if i could spend my Christmas with someone. i know
i should be contented coz i have my family with me but wouldn't
it be much nicer if i could have someone beside me?! i guess all
i can do right now is wonder on things that are yet to come.
Almost half of my life i was like hoping to share my Christmas
with someone but it seems like no one could ever understand
that. i need someone beside me, someone to hold on to...
last night, a friend called me up sayin' that she and her boyfriend
had reconciled already. The other night, a friend also told me that
Marie has a new boyfriend right now. i can't explain what i felt
after that coz i was like still hoping up to this very minute that
Marie and i would be together someday. but i guess some good
things never last and some don’t even start. nah!! i guess we
were never meant to be though i know that i really do love her
still... well, Christmas is still Christmas with or without those gifts
and stuff like that.



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