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December 20, 2001
[ spending Christmas with someone ] well, Christmas is just 'round the corner and i can almost feel it. seein' all the great stuffs on the streets, like it's so nice to see all the lights hangin' everywhere. i was just wonderin' how it would feel if i could spend my Christmas with someone. i know i should be contented coz i have my family with me but wouldn't it be much nicer if i could have someone beside me?! i guess all i can do right now is wonder on things that are yet to come. Almost half of my life i was like hoping to share my Christmas with someone but it seems like no one could ever understand that. i need someone beside me, someone to hold on to... last night, a friend called me up sayin' that she and her boyfriend had reconciled already. The other night, a friend also told me that Marie has a new boyfriend right now. i can't explain what i felt after that coz i was like still hoping up to this very minute that Marie and i would be together someday. but i guess some good things never last and some don’t even start. nah!! i guess we were never meant to be though i know that i really do love her still... well, Christmas is still Christmas with or without those gifts and stuff like that.
posted by: Dizzy (",)
4:47 PM
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