Struggling...

[ Because Of You ]
Keith Martin

Spoken:
Look, why don't you play that song you played for me yesterday?
Oh ok yeah, that song because of you, cool
This is a song called because of you...written because of you...here we go

...oh yah, oh yah...
If ever you wondered if you touched my soul yes you do
Since I met you I'm not the same
You bring life to everything I do
Just the way you say hello
With one touch I can't let go
Never thought I'd fall in love with you...

Because of you, my life has changed, thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you

Sometimes I get lonely and all I gotta do is think of you
You captured something inside of me
You make all of my dreams come true
It's not enough that you love me for me
You reached inside and touched me eternally
I love you best explains how I feel for you...

The magic in your eyes
True love I can't deny
When you hold me I just lose control
I want you to know that I'm never letting go
You mean so much to me I want the world to see,
It's because of you

posted by: Dizzy (",) 4:38 PM

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June 04, 2002

[ Girlfriend ]
Julia Fordham

Don't tell me to stop crying please just hold me while I do
Soothe me with your silence and just cradle me to you
Don't push me for my reasons or expect me to explain
How can I in five minutes shift a lifetime's hidden pain?

Don't tell your girlfriend about me 'cos your girlfriend
won't like girls like me
Don't tell your girlfriend about me
If you just hold me, hold me, hold me....

I went to see a psychic and I paid for good advice
He said "Forget a romance 'til you've sorted out your life.
Be your own mother and your father and your sister and brother,
And even try to crack the art of being your own lover...

In my darkest hour you'd be mine, these wildest dreams
are no crime, or are they? Girlfriend
Coming from a place of need, not one of abundance,
You see he told me. Girlfriend

Don't tell me to stop crying, please just hold me while I do
Soothe me with your silence and just cradle me to you
Don't push me for my reasons or expect me to explain
How come I say I'm happy to be on my own again...?

Don't tell your girlfriend about me 'cos your girlfriend
won't like girls like me
Don't tell your girlfriend about me 'cos your girlfriend
won't like girls like me
You don't have to tell your girlfriend about me
If you just hold me, hold me, hold

posted by: Dizzy (",) 9:26 AM

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[ If I Was The One ]
Luther Vandross
I see the way he treats you
I feel the tears you cry
And it makes me sad and it makes me mad
There's nothin' I can do, baby
Cuz your lover is my best friend
And I guess that's where the story ends
So I've gotta try to keep it inside
You'll never be, never be mine

But if I was the one who was loving you, baby
The only tears you'd cry would be tears of joy
And if I was by your side
You'd never know one lonely night

If it was my arms you were running to
I'd give you love in these arms of mine
If I was the one in your life

If I could have just one wish
I'd wish that you were mine
I would hold you near, kiss away those tears
I'd be so good to you, baby
You're the one I want next to me
But I guess that's just not meant to be
He's there in your life, he's sharing your nights
I'll never be, never be, never be right

I want to reach out and feel you beside me, beside me
Right here, right now, right beside me baby, baby
And take you in my arms right now
And scream I love you right out loud
And then someday I'll pray I'll find
I'll find the strength to turn to you and say

If I was the one, if I was the one, the one
If I was the one in your life

posted by: Dizzy (",) 9:19 AM

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[ I'd Rather ]
Luther Vandross

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone(alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo.....who holds my heart

posted by: Dizzy (",) 9:11 AM

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[ "wait for me..." ]

these past few weeks, been feeling something
I can't expalin... look I thought I was over
her but I guess I was wrong. when I was in laguna
I called her up just to say something, I told
her to "wait for me", I knew she didn't really get
that coz she doesn't what I'm actually talkin' bout.
that time she and her bf broke up so I thought that
it would be my lucky break... that's why I told her
to wait for coz I was like gonna ask her back in my
life. during my stay in laguna, I was like thinking
of how am I gonna do that, I mean its not that easy
and I dont know if would be able to do that. to make
the story short, I haven't and I wasn't able to...
now they have reconcilled again... so I guess I have
to... stop dreaming bout her. tomorrow we're set to meet
finally, I dont know havent confirmed that yet, but I hope.
it kinda scares me coz I know after that I would be bugging
her for the 2nd one and she really cant do that for me.
I really wish I could spend a whole day with her and I
swear I would just stare at her.... well enough of that
fantasy, back to the real world. I guess were not also meant
for each other. I still remember the way she answered me when
I asked her if they're back again, the way she said "yes"
sounded so sincere and the way I see it, she has no regrets
even though she was crying that time. I'm still hoping for
that last dance with her, i wanna dance the rest of my life
with her.... why? its because! :)

posted by: Dizzy (",) 9:07 AM

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