Struggling...

[ "wait for me..." ]

these past few weeks, been feeling something
I can't expalin... look I thought I was over
her but I guess I was wrong. when I was in laguna
I called her up just to say something, I told
her to "wait for me", I knew she didn't really get
that coz she doesn't what I'm actually talkin' bout.
that time she and her bf broke up so I thought that
it would be my lucky break... that's why I told her
to wait for coz I was like gonna ask her back in my
life. during my stay in laguna, I was like thinking
of how am I gonna do that, I mean its not that easy
and I dont know if would be able to do that. to make
the story short, I haven't and I wasn't able to...
now they have reconcilled again... so I guess I have
to... stop dreaming bout her. tomorrow we're set to meet
finally, I dont know havent confirmed that yet, but I hope.
it kinda scares me coz I know after that I would be bugging
her for the 2nd one and she really cant do that for me.
I really wish I could spend a whole day with her and I
swear I would just stare at her.... well enough of that
fantasy, back to the real world. I guess were not also meant
for each other. I still remember the way she answered me when
I asked her if they're back again, the way she said "yes"
sounded so sincere and the way I see it, she has no regrets
even though she was crying that time. I'm still hoping for
that last dance with her, i wanna dance the rest of my life
with her.... why? its because! :)

posted by: Dizzy (",) 9:07 AM


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