Struggling...
struggling to get on with life...
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| "And all i can think about is you the way you say you love me too" |
| "if I can only love you in my dream, then let me be asleep forever... |
| "Love stands on weakness", "only weak people fall, they fall in love" - the profound truth of life |
| "nobody told me that you fell out of love from me, so I'm setting you free" |
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| "I love you - those three words have my life in them" |
| "I'm officially missing you" |
| "love like you've never been hurt before..." |
| "sometimes the best is no damn good..." |
| "I wonder what it takes to earn your trust?" |
| "sometimes, when it's over... it's over!" |
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here is something I wrote again, I really wanted to be able to compose a song but writing is the only thing I could do. well I hope someday someone would give life to these. writing helps me to express my feelings.
[ Dark Night ]
If I could make it through another day
I wouldn't have to go away
Out into the dark night
Where the stars are a great sight
Now here I am crying
My eyes are burning
Can't you feel the pain?
How could it possibly be?
Can't you feel my pain?
How could I possibly be free?
Oh, take me high, let me fly
Oh, take my life, let me cry
Let me fade away
Out into the dark night
If i could make it through tomorrow
I wouldn't have to feel this sorrow
Out into the dark night
Where the stars are a great sight
Now here I am dying
My soul is burning
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[ depths of the past ]
Today is the 72nd Loyalty Day of St.John's Academy. My Alma Mater! I just got home and I'm really kinda disappointed! I saw couple of my batchmates and some of my previous teachers. I was able to talk to Miss Mendoza and Mrs. Tagal, and I wont forget what Mrs. Tagal told me that time, "Si Danielle wala pa rin pinagbago, lagi pa rin nakangiti... nakakaalis tuloy ng pagod" and that time she really look tired coz she was pickin' up some of the trash. I dont know its just that its not to know that someone appreciates me for who I am. and before she told me that she really was staring at me and I was curious why, then suddenly she said those words. Now I know! 'bout Miss Mendoza, she still hasn't change on pickin' on me. 'bout what could have been if I'm not this young?! well, we were aughing all through out.I saw Krizel, and I could not believe what I saw... she has those pimples everywhere! darn it! well, for me the highlight of bein' there was bein' able to go inside the highschool bldg. again! man, it feels good to be back. like I really can't believe I was there goin' around the rooms. I was like shakin' and really could not believe. maybe your thinking what's the big deal all about?! its just that I really wana feel the state of bein' there once again. coz it does gave me alot of memories of my highschool life. I even have those dreams that I'm in that bldg. with my friends. its really a good feeling. its just that I was not able to bring my videocam with me, so I could have at least shoot some videos of the bldg. and the rooms. well, there's still next time. When I was walking around the corridor, I found myself caught in the depths of the past. Its really amazing. these words are not enough! I swear! it was great! Who I am right now was the product of every corner of that bldg. I just forgot the name of the bldg. Johnite is what I am at heart!
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[ Bother ]
Corey Taylor
Wish I was too dead to cry,
the self-affliction fades,
stones to throw at my creator,
Masochist to which I cater.
You don’t need to bother
I don’t need to be
I’ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I won’t let go ‘til it bleeds
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed i cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
You don’t need to bother
I don’t need to be
I’ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I won’t let go ‘til it bleeds
Wish I died instead of lived
The zombie hides my face
Shelf forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries
You don’t need to bother
I don’t need to be
I’ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I won’t let go ‘til it bleeds
You don’t need to bother
I don’t need to be
I’ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I’ll never look down my deceits
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[ Blind ]
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You know what you are
Some super star
That's never been anywhere
Me, I won't pretend to
Say I can see through
Some phoney standing up there
Close your eyes and hope that no one else will see
Realize, exactly what you'll never be
This time, the curtain's landing on you
Some day, I'm going to see this come true
Thats when, when we were friends
There till the end
You promised we'd always be
Now it seems you've got a different dream
Thanks for including me
You spell things so differently
I'm going see this come true
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