Struggling...

[ depths of the past ]

Today is the 72nd Loyalty Day of St.John's Academy. My Alma Mater! I just got home and I'm really kinda disappointed! I saw couple of my batchmates and some of my previous teachers. I was able to talk to Miss Mendoza and Mrs. Tagal, and I wont forget what Mrs. Tagal told me that time, "Si Danielle wala pa rin pinagbago, lagi pa rin nakangiti... nakakaalis tuloy ng pagod" and that time she really look tired coz she was pickin' up some of the trash. I dont know its just that its not to know that someone appreciates me for who I am. and before she told me that she really was staring at me and I was curious why, then suddenly she said those words. Now I know! 'bout Miss Mendoza, she still hasn't change on pickin' on me. 'bout what could have been if I'm not this young?! well, we were aughing all through out.I saw Krizel, and I could not believe what I saw... she has those pimples everywhere! darn it! well, for me the highlight of bein' there was bein' able to go inside the highschool bldg. again! man, it feels good to be back. like I really can't believe I was there goin' around the rooms. I was like shakin' and really could not believe. maybe your thinking what's the big deal all about?! its just that I really wana feel the state of bein' there once again. coz it does gave me alot of memories of my highschool life. I even have those dreams that I'm in that bldg. with my friends. its really a good feeling. its just that I was not able to bring my videocam with me, so I could have at least shoot some videos of the bldg. and the rooms. well, there's still next time. When I was walking around the corridor, I found myself caught in the depths of the past. Its really amazing. these words are not enough! I swear! it was great! Who I am right now was the product of every corner of that bldg. I just forgot the name of the bldg. Johnite is what I am at heart!

posted by: Dizzy (",) 6:35 PM


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