"And all i can think about is you the way you say you love me too"
"if I can only love you in my dream, then let me be asleep forever...
"Love stands on weakness", "only weak people fall, they fall in love" - the profound truth of life
"nobody told me that you fell out of love from me, so I'm setting you free"
[::.verwirrung.::]
"Love can hope in reason with despair"
"I love you - those three words have my life in them"
"I'm officially missing you"
"love like you've never been hurt before..."
"sometimes the best is no damn good..."
"I wonder what it takes to earn your trust?"
"sometimes, when it's over... it's over!"
November 06, 2003
[ Turn Table ]
I've been really wanting to have a turn table like make my own music and sh*t! huh?! but right now I dont have a single idea how I could get one but sure is it would be way too cool to have one. Dj spin that sh*t! let the mosh pit bounce!!!
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain woe
Can show through
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one know how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies
i don't know who to trust
no surprise
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts sift through dust
and the lies
trying not to break
but i'm so tired of this deceit
every time i try to make myself
get back up on my feet
all i ever think about is this
all the tiring time between
and how
trying to put my trust in you
just takes so much out of me
i take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
cause i swear / for the last time
i won't trust myself with you
tension is building inside
steadily
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts forcing their way
out of me
i won't trust myself with you
i won't waste myself on you
waste myself on you
you